Weekend review....

So it started on Thursday with westhouse... it was fun... Friday went to the park... fun times .... Saturday was at ... Momo Lounge, Capital Garage, and Silk. Holy cow I got wasted at like 11pm... That was the end of my drinking..... Sunday day time the park had some thingy going on went to that for like 7hrs.... then went to silk....then we were supposed to go to the city for Pink, and End Up..... didn't happen though wasted tired people..... good weekend now its Monday and I think I may just stay at home.... well wait I want a grilled ham and cheese sandwhich but don't wanna make it ......

Lonely...

So I've been single for like three months now I think...and today the weather is all weird and overcast but sometimes sunny, and really windy. So on my home I was just thinking I'm kinda tired and nothing would feel nicer than to cuddle up with someone you care about after dinner. I miss that. Ha funny the ex just texted me... here come the tears. Anyways I miss having someone to cuddle with. I suppose you could say I'm dating someone but then again not really... It's more of a friends with benefits thing but when we're together its great. Holding hands, lil kisses here and there and just laying next to each other, on each other, etc. It's nice to have that bond with someone. But he's 2 hrs away and so was my ex. And this guy isn't into the long distance thing because of past trust issues. I dunno I have a friend who I could go cuddle with but he's watching the game with the boys and recently has a new peice of ass in his life. This sucks I've been doing so well to with not crying and being down. I think it's the weather honestly because when it's all nice and sunny outside I'm a ball of energy. grr......

Starving.....

and bitch drank the last of my milk.... so I'm sitting here.... let me throw this out there... I lstill live at home until Sept. when I move to go to school... Can I say how much my mom annoys me.. so she drank my milk, I do all the grocery shopping (for me), she likes to sit over my shoulder and read the shit I'm writing mind your own fuckin buisness if I wanted you to know I'd talk to you, which I don't I see her maybe a few times a week. Basically the only thing I mention is if I'm leaving town for the week/weekend. So I'm instant messaging this guy and my avatar is a provacative picture I took like 3 yrs ago. I'm laying on my back in underwear holding my boobs. It's a tiny lil picture about an 1" square in the corner of my messanger and she walks up and was like "is that you" .... I said NO GO AWAY..... I don't peer over her shoulder while she does her online dating shit ... yet I sit here and chat with people I actually know and she HAS to know everything. Yet doesn't ask me. But yes the picture was infact me... then she has to go and ask me about school.. like what I need ie laptop or computer... eh hem since when do you give a fuck what I need for school? and what does it matter? not like you would help me out anyway? and if you did I'd just have to pay you back.....grrrrrrrrr.... so yah...
Ok went to the Beck concert last night. Good show, it was funny they had marionettes on stage in the background on a mini stage.. so the big screen behind them was the marionetts playing. They had a break and they had prerecorded the marionettes walking around the town it was funny. So anyways had aftershow passes and waited for about an hour til we left wit out meeting them. Oh well, I was in good company. My ex's friend was really funny, good conversations. He has the hookup with just about any concert. But it was definately fun especially since he lives in So-cal and we know all the same spots.

work

So I had to start my 8-4 work shifts again this week............yuck.... since I'm outta school I can work the hours. It sucks I hate beign up that early. Its pretty lame today I spent most the day copying recipes into a proper format for publishing ..fun times... answered the phone a whole lot. Thats about it. Got home and got to chat with boy for a while til he was off work since I can't play online at work. I think I'm going to a Beck concert tomorrow night with some guy I don't know but he's friends with my ex. My ex was the one that told me to go ...lol... I still need to call the guy. *sigh* that's it for today...So how's this color Dustin?

My weekend

Was fan-FUCKING-tastic. Friday night I went to see Chris's show Urban Breaks. It was suprisingly dead. I personally didn't want to go I had eaten to much Mexican food and was in a food coma. I fell asleep on the couch for an hour til Boy #4 from the night previous called to apologize for what he might have said on the phone to me. Oh well. So yah went to the club for a total of about an hour or so .... and guess what I got hit on again... by a guy who has hit on me there previously but obviously forgot about it. Oh well.... So I've been on this thing that I don't give out my number instead I just tell people to find me on myspace... easier to ignore them that way and you know everyone COOL has myspace. lol .. joke... Anyhow got up early Saturday as usual to go to work at 8am... got home about noon....packed my bags got spiffied up and made my way to the far away land where "sexy boy" lives. Arrived there watched tv for a while til I was starving ... Went to PF Changs for dinner. It was fucking delicious, but geezuz can the burps you have for the rest of the night be any fuckin worst. It was like smelling dinner all over again. At least the two of us were in the same boat though because I can only imagine the shit talking that would go on if it was just one of us. Both of us are smartass shit talkers...makes for fun times. Then we went bowling after going home to lounge for a few. Fuckin sickest bowling I've ever seen. Huge lounge area in the bar nice seats pull down screens where the games were being played. The lanes had lines that lined up where the pins were at the other end. Really helps out your aim . The lanes also had pull down screens about every 5-6 lanes playing the music videos to the music being played. So you go to the desk when you get there.. they print you up a ticket walk to you the shoe place... the guy grabs your shoes and all the balls are also kept behind there . So the lanes already have a few standard balls on every one of them also but if you need a different one just walkup and be like " hey i need this ball with this size finger holes" and they'll give it to you.. no searching around the whole place... so after you get your shoes the guy walks you down to your lane.. Now that is service.... they have booths where you sit waiting for your turn no seats but actual booths with compartments underneath to put your shoes and stuff in. The way you put your information in is all touch operated too its cool I was way impressed. So we bowled two games he won one I won one. Fair trade. The rest of the weekend was pretty much spent in bed. Fucking amazing. It had been over three months since I've had any. So fuckin good oh my god..... Then I had to drive home in the pouring rain .... but I'm home and tired as fuck... good times good times.... looking forward to next time....

Last night

Last night recap:go to my usual hang out, drag out this dood from work, go with my girlies, sit at our usual spot at the bar,
Dude#1 is tryin to buy some booze and happens to nudge me so I start talkin shit about he could've just asked me to scoot over instead of trying to do this sly lil move over tap... so I'm giving him all this shit he ends up kneeing my ankle (because I had my legs crossed) so I give him more shit about this abuse blah blah blah blah I get me a free drink outta this.... homey talks to me later for like ever cuz he's wasted..
Dude #2 I don't know where the fuck he came form just outta the blue he was next to me and chattin it up homey is like 50-55 yrs old but whatever good conversation ... he claims he used to be black I have a lil buzz going on its funny so I try whoring my friend out to him then he's like talkin about dick whippin her and shit I was like OMFG!! :o but whatever so I sneak away to go to the bathroom
Dude #3 bouncer guy apparently I've flirted with him before but have NO recolection of it... finds me in the hallway tells me how fine I look blah blah blah blah end up dancing with him most the night
Dude # 4 old booty call that has gotten engaged recently.... find him outside the door as we're all leaving and he hollars at me...I give him my number told him I miss him we used to be really good friends give him a big hug get in the car and go... not 5min later he calls telling me he'll give me a ride home blah blah blah blah get off the phone then he calls AGAIN... "this is your last chance at a booty call so if you want your hair pulled while your bouncin up and down on my dick let me know" :o ... I kindly bitched him out for being engaged and ended the phone call then made my way to taco bell :D
I've never had so many dudes talk to me in one night I must've: A. either be lookin good B. there wasn't much of a selection or C. homies were drunk

Lazy...

So my initial plan today was to go to the cycling class at 9am. So much for that idea I slept in til 10. It's ok I got other shit I need to do such as laundry, clean my room...and I dunno other shit. So after work last night I went out to sushi had me a Godzilla roll and almost ate the whole fuckin thing. I was sooo full after. Watched people karaoke a bit. Talked to my ex's lesbian friend she tried convincing me to join the women's roller derby team. Which personally I think would be oh so fun! Then headed out to silk. Music was drum and bass beats for a while but the dj could not mix for shit. After he told us he had been drinking heavily for entertainment since no one was there. I'll take that as an excuse. So next dj up .....Happy Hardcore..holy fuckin headache. Don't get me wrong I used to like this stuff when Simon Apex was dj'ing keep in mind I was all doped up on drugs such as E and acid...fun times though nonetheless. But god damn the shit he was throwin down last night was an instant headache. So finally his 15 minutes were up which seemed like FOREVER and the drop heavy crew came in GOOD SHIT BOYS! So this might be the reason I didn't make it to the gym... dammit

Confession...

I'm a lil smitten over this guy I've been talking to for a few years. I've only met him once though. I'll be visiting him again this weekend. Yes, he lives outta town. He's amazing can I just say that? Total sweetheart, athletic, funny, smartass, and just fuckin gorgeous. Too bad we live so far away I'd love to have the opportunity to get to know him better. You can learn a lot from someone online but how they are in person is what really matters.

*YAWN*

It's 10:30am just woke up. It's nice being able to sleep in. This won't be going on for long. Since I'm outta school til Sept. I will be starting my 8-4 shift..yuck... Can I mention how boring this job is? I sit around, answer phones, sometimes make appointments, and have to test my patience just about everyday with incompetent people. So why do I work there? Its easy.... after working at one of the busiest restaurants in the area for a year I was ready for a break. Now I'm at this lame office job..... My 2nd job on the other hand is fab! I work on my days off...So I work 6days a week. I do what I love doing... Framing artwork.. Been doing this for about 4yrs now. I got the good end of the stick on this deal too. I work in the back...meaning I don't have to deal with customers. Ok the downside to all of this? Not being in school leaves be being extremely lazy. So I'm going to make an effort to get my ass outta the house and excercise. Thats all for now.

New...

So I've decided I needed one of these.... Someplace to vent my normal day to day thinkings ... maybe even add some of my exciting weekend mishaps...