Lonely...

So I've been single for like three months now I think...and today the weather is all weird and overcast but sometimes sunny, and really windy. So on my home I was just thinking I'm kinda tired and nothing would feel nicer than to cuddle up with someone you care about after dinner. I miss that. Ha funny the ex just texted me... here come the tears. Anyways I miss having someone to cuddle with. I suppose you could say I'm dating someone but then again not really... It's more of a friends with benefits thing but when we're together its great. Holding hands, lil kisses here and there and just laying next to each other, on each other, etc. It's nice to have that bond with someone. But he's 2 hrs away and so was my ex. And this guy isn't into the long distance thing because of past trust issues. I dunno I have a friend who I could go cuddle with but he's watching the game with the boys and recently has a new peice of ass in his life. This sucks I've been doing so well to with not crying and being down. I think it's the weather honestly because when it's all nice and sunny outside I'm a ball of energy. grr......