End of the world??

Its the tenth day in a row of over a hundred degree weather. 56 deaths in CA ... and thats people.. not to mention all the poor lil cows out in the middle of nowhere on huge dirt mounds. Apparently milk prices are going to be going up due to cows dying and low milk production. Did I mention the power crunch? Power went out on Monday for a bit. Apparently SJ has been outta power for 3days. Most people's air conditioning has broken at soem point. Probably because people think if you set the thermostat to 40 it'll cool down faster. Sorry dumbshits that just freezes the system. Any way the SPCA closed down today because the AC was out. Poor lil animals had to be transported to other places. Now I wonder how many people actually know all this shit is going on. So yah like 4 old people were found dead in an Apt. complex with no AC. Now from what I've known from living here I thought every place had to have an AC unit. Oh yah and more mine deaths. WTF people stay outta mines!!! So is it the end of the world? Somewhere in Eastern US they are having huge thunderstorms. Global warming? What is going on? I haven't read the De Vinci code and now I'm wondering if I should just to know when I should start having lots of sex and procreating. I mean I should have until 2008 right? Til I put in some good hard work at UCSB. Oh well my cat is content livign his happy lil furball elderly life in loving hands of me. He does like to sprawl out on the kitchen floor with his butt up against the vent to the fridge I wonder if it helps with the heat? I wonder if I am actually part cat wouldn't this work for me also. Although I don't think being in the position would be explanable to people who may see. I'm indesisive about things lately too. Dammit like should I go to sleep and not be able to sleep like everyday the past week. Am I stressed is this why I can't sleep? Is it lack of sex? Is it I worry too much about what is going on with boy? Should I even care anymore? Should I be upset,angry, dissapointed,or what? I want to be supportive I want to think that somehow me seeing him will maybe make him crack a smile. Oh yes I contacted an old friend about cuddling and that is postponed until he has sex since I specifically pointed out that it would not happen if we cuddled. I called a friend out for drinks and nothing. So I'm here awak contemplating food and a cigarette. Its still 90 degrees outside oh yes did I mentioned the nights haven't gotten below 85. Most summers cool off. I think soemone in the big house is pissed off at Americans. That's it Bush your outta here and we are bringing back the troops. Please dont' commetn on my political views I care not to get into a discussion about them. The way I see it you can argue all you want about it and still get no where. Fuck it I'm having a cigarette and soem crunched up uncooked top ramen and hitting the sack.