Sad....
My heart sank today and now I'm on the verge of tears. It started on Monday. My boy has having an swful day and was sick of everything you know one of those days.... So I meassaged him that night and the next day ... called to check up on him nothing. So today before work I'm seriously freaking out about him. So I email him get a response saying thanks... I'm going to see a doctor about getting some meds for depression. I was like on the verge of having a heartattack. Well this weekend is when he was supposed to be coming down to visit. And well he says he's not. I understand that shit is going on and stuff and if he didn't want to go out or anything that's fine. But this has been planned for a month now and I really want to see him. There is a big party we were supposed to be going to. And right now I kinda just want to be there for him and want to drive out there to see him. But I don't know if that's going to be alright with him... dammit I care too much sometimes
posted by Lizann at 4:50 PM
2 Comments:
WOW. I'm really sorry to hear about this. Well, I guess I would stating the obvious if I said that I can at least somewhat understand where you're coming from...
Hmmm...I'm not sure if you're actually looking for advice or if you just wanted to vent on here but here are my 2 cents:
If I were you I wouldn't go there to see him unless he asks you to. If he asks, go. If not, give him some time/space since it sounds like that's what he needs. I know that it totally SUCKS that you had your heart set on him coming so go to the party anyway and try to have some FUN.
Hope you feel better.
Well we've been chatting and apparenlty he just feels empty inside not his usual self. His colleagues have been asking him whats wrong and what not and I'm just concerned, and sad. I'm over the whoel he's not coming here thing now and I just want to be with him. I know that sometimes all you need is someone there, and as far as I know he doesn't have that many people that I think would just sit and listen.
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