Dating...

Let me say that I have been dating recently. It seems like I go out with one guy and completly done with him afterwards for one reason or another. Let me give you an example. I went out the other night with a man whom I thought to be 26 and a manager of a furnature store. I had no idea what he looked like since I was told he only had internet access from work therefore he didn't have a photo. So I go to this nice little restaurant downtown to meet him. Seeing as how I left my good going out clothes back in Nor-cal I didn't have tons of options. The International film festival had just started and he had told me he had extra tickets if I wanted to go. The plan was just to get a drink though so I had an option. I met up with him he had on "stunner" shades, a striped collared shirt, polyester plaid pants, and some black leather shoes. Interesting combo to say the least. One of the first things I said was are you going to take off your glasses since I had no clue waht he looked like. He wasn't ugly but I wouldn't have paid attention to him walking down the street. The conversation wasn't bad but his speech is very monotone and he has a very plain look on his face(poker style). I find out his birthday is coming up and asked him how old he was going to be, I've dated enough men in my life to know he was not 26. He stated 32 or 33(I'm not sure which) then I told him "you lied to me you said you were 26". He didn't have much to say about that. I'm generally into older guys anyway but still. He had one of his friends deliver a very nice bouqet of roses to me while sitting at the table. I pretty much looked at him with the "your fuckin kidding me look". I took the flowers set them down gave him shit about them and ordered appetizers. I agreed to go to the party so we left. We walked the 6 blocks to the red carpet entrance which I felt clearly underdressed for. He had slipped the door guy some money so I could get in. We got drinks chatted and mingled. He leans in a lil too much for my liking when talking. We walked around etc etc. He tells me that he's a good person to know he's one of the most interesting person I'll ever meet... etc etc etc.. I told him dont' be so sure of yourself.. I'm not a fan of cockiness. Later on he swears I need a cab to take me home when I really didn't so I was getting quite aggitated when he kept argueing with me. He asked if I wanted to continue to hang out so the plan was to go to this lil dive bar and talk more. In his presence he doesn't take maybe for an answer it's really frustrating and makes me feel pressured. I say yes. We take a cab to his house so he can do a fat line of coke (cute huh?) and head back out. He takes me to the furnature shop which was the BEST part of the date because it was gorgeous then we head out. I drop him off at home he keeps asking when we'll go out again I say Thursday is the best night to catch me. He says Thursday sounds good.. etc etc etc. It's Monday he's already asked me when we are meeting up on Thursday. He emailed me AND called me. I replied I don't think I'll be going out thank you though. This guy just gives me weird vibes. OH YES.. and while at his apt. I see his laptop and ask about him saying he didn't have access toa computer from home. His reply, " I only have one picture and I don't like it". WTF??

I need a drink...

My lil kids today were absolute devils spawn. I hardly get so irrate with kids but today was ridiculous. One kid started the day off by stealing and lying about it from the prize chest. He then continued to whine the rest of the day as to why he didn't get his prize. TOOO BAD! I'm serious these kids have no discipline. They well and scream at you until you pay attention you tell them to wait their turn and they cut and push in line. You tell them to take turns and they'll spend 20 mintutes whining that the other is cheating. OMG... Talk about headache. Today I just wasn't having it. Maybe its the lack of sex in my life. Which is a total different story as to I have yet to find a decent man that I am willing to let penetrate me. I've been going on random dates with guys and am pretty much turned off after I meet them. At least the supervisor is my backup if I ever need it. He's hot and a sweetheart just not the right guy for me. Although if I absolutly need sex I'll call him. He's changing departments so it won't seem so bad anymore that I am potentially dating my supervisor. Oh yes he's changing departments to where I asked a guy out. Yeah, that hot guy that is someone I could have a relationship with. The guy I sit around and bullshit with while I'm bored. The guy who has made it a point to walk through my department now. Since he never used to until we started talking. *sigh* Life goes on. And if by chance it went on in warmer climates I'd be happier.