Update...
Nothing is happening. There are no sparks. Everyonce in a while I look at him and think he's really cute othertimes he's just a cute goof. I'm not sure what the deal is I can't seem to find soemone that gives me that spark. Well I mean I know someone that sexy boy in SJ but he's so far away. I think I'm just not allowing myself to be open. Well I mean I'm open but I think I automatically make them great friends instead of great friends with benefits. Fuckin hell.
