So...

Now I'm having issues with this whole getting laid thing because it hasn't happened again. Talk about a bruised ego. He's told multiple people (whom have mentioned something to me) that it was some of the best sex in his life. Yet I haven't gotten anymore. Apparenlty I approach the situation a lil to enthusiastically but I honestly don't see the point in playing games. I want it fuckin give it to me. So I'm trying my best to keep my eager lil fingers from texting him anything. Such a pain in the ass to ignore the situation when you work together. He's already told me he's not shunning me or trying to burn bridges which I believe. He is a great guy who is fuckin sexy naked and he has no reason to lie to me. We've been pretty decent friends for at least 4months now. So that fact that 2months went by after we talked about having sex til it actually happened gave me sometime to roll the idea around in my head. A few shots and a drink helped it actually happen. But it was fun and fantastic and I just want more dammit. I seen to feel like I need to compete for his attention which I really dislike considering I did nothing of to get his attention in the first place. I honestly think we need to have a face to face convo about this. Because there had to be some reason he chose me to sleep with rather then some random chick because he had been on the dry spell longer then I when it finally happened. Fuckin hell boys complicate my life.