sigh...

Spent this past weekend with baby daddy again.. I miss him I absolutely love being around him and we always have a great time. We usually keep things light between us because well we just don't live near each other to talk about a future. Besides that I always tease that he has other women etc etc and likewise he teases me that I have other men. Let me just tell you that I have always been honest with him and yes he knows about the guy mentioned below. Who may I add is completely out of the picture. I knew it was a bad idea after the first time but thats what I get for sleeping with a guy that is 22. I knew there was always a reason my men are older and this just supports my theory even more. So the baby daddy and I are great. He took me to UFC at his buddies house we drank all day and BBQed it was great. Apparently his friends had nothing but good things to say about me which is great considering he never takes chicks with him over there aside from the last chick he dated who was not liked by the friends. But I can't say much I've met a few of them before considering I've been around for a year and a half. Of course on and off basically an open relationship when we aren't in the same town and he's my boyfriend when we are. Which works out great especially now since I was able to explain to him with out him being his usual self that I want more. I want to date him and work at a future. Which he is open to but givin the situation its just not going to happen. That is until he or I move to the same city. *sigh* but I'm glad we got to have a serious talk because like i said it doesn't really happen too often.