My uncle...

Dear Marco,
Why couldn't you have talked to someone? What was REALLY wrong? Why couldn't you leave us some insight? but really why couldn't you have talked to some one we all love you no matter how stubborn you were. NO matter how much you refused to communicate with us we still cared and all you had to do was speak up. I feel so bad for grandma, my mom is hysterical, ernesto and grandpa are shocked. Your only what? 36? Why Marco why? I know it was hard but was it really that bad? I just want to hug you and sit and talk.. but we can't know. You're gone. You took your life.. not only from yourself but all of us. I love you. Always did wished we could've had more great times together. You were my uncle. My young uncle.. I'm sad I don't know how to feel.. I'm strong but is that insensitive? I cry and my tears burn my raw face. WHy?

Your neice,
Lizann